{"id":2915,"date":"2007-12-05T11:33:00","date_gmt":"2007-12-05T07:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/?p=2915"},"modified":"2007-12-05T11:33:00","modified_gmt":"2007-12-05T07:33:00","slug":"det-ar-detta-jag-lever-for","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/?p=2915","title":{"rendered":"Det \u00e4r detta jag lever f\u00f6r!"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" hspace=4 src=\"http:\/\/bloggbilder.aftonbladet.se\/images\/104\/img_4552df3d4e662.gif\" align=left>Jag hade precis l\u00e4st kv\u00e4llens saga. Alla kv\u00e4llsrutiner&nbsp;var avklarade, s\u00e5som toabes\u00f6k, vattendrickande och&nbsp;saga, ja, allt det d\u00e4r som h\u00f6r till.<br \/>I f\u00f6nstret lyste \u00e4nnu adventsljusstaken med sitt underbara ljus. I sessans rum var det s\u00e5d\u00e4r mysigt som det ska vara en decemberkv\u00e4ll. Bara sn\u00f6n utanf\u00f6r fattades.<\/p>\n<p>Jag skulle bara&nbsp;stoppa om henne en sista g\u00e5ng<span id=stop><\/span> d\u00e5 hon sa:<br \/>&#8221;Mamma, jag l\u00e4ngtar till helgen&#8221;<br \/>&#8221;Jas\u00e5, varf\u00f6r d\u00e5?&#8221;<br \/>&#8221;Jo, f\u00f6r d\u00e5&nbsp;kan vi vara tillsammans hela dagarna och bara mysa&#8221; ler sessan, som ligger tryckt nerstoppad under sitt tjocka t\u00e4cke, med den stora nalle bredvid sig.<br \/>&#8221;Ja, det blir mysigt&#8221; svarar jag medan jag s\u00e4tter mig ner vid hennes sida och kramar henne s\u00e5 h\u00e5rt som man bara kan och s\u00e4ger,&nbsp;<br \/>&#8221;Hur kunde vi f\u00e5r en s\u00e5dan underbar liten tjej som du&#8221;&nbsp;<br \/>D\u00e5&nbsp;fnittrar sessan till och ler.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4r jag sedan sl\u00e4cker ljusstaken i f\u00f6nstret och smyger ut, k\u00e4nner jag i mitt hj\u00e4rta att <img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/bloggbilder.aftonbladet.se\/images\/104\/img_4552df3d4e662.gif\" align=right vspace=4><br \/>det \u00e4r just <em>detta<\/em>&nbsp;jag lever f\u00f6r. Dessa underbara stunder som jag&nbsp;f\u00e5r med mina barn, och jag vill inte missa en sekund.<br \/>Jag vill leva livet&nbsp;h\u00e4r och nu, och inte oroa mig s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r morgondagen. Ta vara p\u00e5 nuet&#8230;<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag hade precis l\u00e4st kv\u00e4llens saga. Alla kv\u00e4llsrutiner&nbsp;var avklarade, s\u00e5som toabes\u00f6k, vattendrickande och&nbsp;saga, ja, allt det d\u00e4r som h\u00f6r till.I f\u00f6nstret lyste \u00e4nnu adventsljusstaken med sitt underbara ljus. I sessans rum var det s\u00e5d\u00e4r mysigt som det ska vara en &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/?p=2915\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[24,5,181],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2915"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2915"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2915\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2915"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2915"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trebarnslandet.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2915"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}